(The iconic computer crashing moment. Obviously you have to look like crap when your computer fires -dies, see I’m typing on an iPad-, and OBVIOUSLY your man thinks your a moron for not backing up more.)

Ive lost something. And it’s not my mind, but almost. My computer is kaput. My husband took it to the genius bar at 1 am last night and came back to me and said- I’m sorry, it’s gone. I know you loved it.

I started to have real feelings of loss, like when my dog was sick and I thought he wasn’t going to make it. (hemolytic anemia FYI- and he did recover after days of being hospitalized and months of Mede, and no- he doesn’t live with me. I became allergic to dogs when I got pregnant.)

Then I started to get angry- get me a DELL! I’m buying an HP, I screamed. (hahahhahhaaaa)

The worst part is, I haven’t backed up in a looooong time. And if I lost a few months of pictures of my kids I will flip the eff out. I cried a little last night. Not gonna lie. I had that twisty stomach feeling- over a computer. Well, really over the pictures. Dammmmmmnnnnnnn ittttttttt! The pictures!!!!! Months of recording everything I see, the lives of my kiddos, potentially gone.

So let’s see what happens. I bought a new Mac, and I’m sending my computer to a data recovery place.

Fingers crossed.

And now I’m blogging on an iPad. I’ve never done it before.

So that’s where my blog posts have been. I know some of you were wondering.